My Favourite Things *

mhm..

2009-12-18T02:58:00.000-08:00

I hate it.. none of these are helping me..
and before I knew it,
he'll probably heal himself faster than I am..

ps : wanna see The Exorcist (1974) !

I'm in the Battlefield for now ..

2009-12-17T11:20:00.000-08:00

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

-by : Tedder Ryan

yeah ..

2009-11-08T13:15:00.000-08:00

The Chuck Bass experience ..

it doesn't gets any better than this !

it's my turn to crap

2009-11-08T12:49:00.000-08:00

I've not always been on top of my feet lately.. I kept thinking like am I the only one freezing my tip-toe here or who ? I missed the warm and smiley kind of mood I've had 1 year back then.. November is not a good month in starting up smthin and it always ends up all gloomy n bluesy..

Yeah I probably didnt mentioned before but I just had my 1st time ever college-experience final project raid.. Everyone's who's been through those times must've understand it right ? and how u get irritated by someone who doesn't give any damn about everythin that matters but his/herself ? or maybe it's a good way for u to look through a damn dictionary for the word 'selfish?'
But well I finally get through those n I'm on a 1 week assessment day preparation until next Friday the 13th (dont mention Jason n Freddy).. n I realized that I breaks myself a lot lately, I got stressed/paranoid/obsessed/self-judging with everything these few days round.. I missed having someone to talk n chat everythin out.. but yet, to everyone around me.. friends n family.. there's always these boundaries that stopped me from doing it.. in the end of the day, all I could do is just lock it into my own head instead..

I wish I could express myself more to my parents.. haha, I've hurt myself more than I've expected.. My body's getting all over-skinny n ugly sun-burned.. I wanna treat myself better.. How once in a while I get to eat some fancy food.. able to buy myself fancy clothes n junks.. All my money are sucked up by all the college needs (SHITS!).. there's no way Im tellin my dad all about these stuffs.. He signed the tuition grant deal n there's no way I'm gonna pull myself back all over again.. My parents already got themselves dozens of stuffs to handle..

Okay the only thing that cheers me up now is only thinkin soon I'll be on my way home again.. I'm back home.. I hate it there.. there's not even a single thing I love it here in singapore.. Nothing comes free n I'm gonna learn it more..

Phew.. this feels good.. really.. Chuck Bass makes my day !

sit back n relax ..

2009-10-08T11:19:00.000-07:00

hello dear..

so all the homework fussy fussy stuffs are over ..
I could finally sit in front of my notebook.. sipping a glass of earl grey..
ohhh... mamamia..

but wait ! my newly downloaded anti-virus detected 44 trojan horse n anytin virus-related inside my vaio notebook.. HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE S-H-I-T right ?!!

okay.. this week aint goin so bad.. I had few horrible submission day.. which involves a lot of rush n sweats.. yuck ! hahaha.. then, few days ago.. there's one time I was strolling around Orchard to help my friends hunting some barbie items.. we went into LV shop .. yeah Louis Vuitton.. n I laid my eyes on its newest heels collection !

YES ! the one featured inside their Fall RTW, the boudour dressings themed.. oh.. how gorgeous are those babies ! Wouldnt u want to get one for christmas prezzie ? it's only S$ 1600.. NO big deal ! :p

anyway, I realized the major which I'm taking.. FASHION.. u'll learn to empty up ur wallet expressly every week.. unless if u re an " Excuse-me,can-we-pay-by-NETS- person".. I cant count all the cash I've wasted around this 2 1/2 months.. n mommy finally scolded me, not to save money by cutting ur daily meals.. it made me really happy anyway.. n increased my lousy appetite ! I ate 2 bowls of korean chicken rice, half bowl of kimchi noodle plus 2 pieces of papaya today !

I know losing weight is not a good option for me right now.. I must raise it within these few months.. so gogo! I can do it !!

miss friends n family back at Medan, n dearest sister..
night all *

dududu

2009-10-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

Paper Doll submitted today ,

FINALLY !!

homeworks are gonna be lighter in next few weeks..

and I'll see her in next life (perhaps)..

* it's Sasha *

CHL at 9 tommorow.. noo...

2009-09-28T13:32:00.000-07:00

Tons of things to handle yet so little time..
Tons of assignments are waiting too..

aah.. when do I get to reach the finish line ?

I need some sleep already !

one sex on the beach, please !

2009-09-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

hello hello ..
I had a free facial today, due to one of my friend Christien, she's studyin in a beauty academy.. and picked me as her practice model.. WALAOOO, nvm eh as long as we hear its : F-R-E-E !!!

so guys, yesterday was an awesome day, went to sentosa for beach session with my ~~bitches~~ classmates :) Syeli, Eva, Sharon n Janiko

Okay so we depart at 11 but since I'm always the LATE ass here.. I woke up at 10.47 without even packing up my stuffs the other night.. yikes.. I barely made it though at 11.05 ;) (ASK HOW !?)

The weather was fckin hot durin 12.30.. of course dong, can u imagine.. There's no way we're gonna burn our organs out ! That's why we chose to visit underwater world .. YEAYYYY.. FISHIE ! fish ur ass, I waste an 22.90 $ entrance ticket to see few jellyfish n baby sharks.. dammit.. Although I was excited with Dugong ;)

5 of us head up to the beach at 3 smthin.. We spent our time walking around seeking for good spot to settle down .. .. .. .. and ended up purchasing drinks for seats ! -_-

I remembered there was:
1 ) Fixed the hole -censoredd-

2 )All the itchy japanese boys cnt stop staring at Eva.. aiya, we cant blame on her 'hot-ness' !!

3 )A couple cant stop their naughty hands n french-kissing in every corner.. aih.. does your mother know ?

The stupid beach session caused my 'sensitive spot' filled with SANDS.. all of us also showered together with public hand sanitizer, hahahaha !
I thought I saw someone 'bushes n butt ??? (wait, 2 person !) :pppppppp

Lastly, we went to stupid dolphin show and ate dinner back at Vivo..
What a day !

Good night there folks !

rushy rush

2009-09-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

Hi there,
Ok lah I knew it's been really like a decade since the las time I stepped my foot on this blog.. I realised I abandoned it since las.... 1 half months ? hahaa, I almost could feel the gloomy atmosphere here.. alright, let's get started..

I'm on my tutorial week right now ! which is 2 weeks of holiday except that there's some make-up class along the week.. Finally, I'm gonna have my last class at 2moro afternoon, yeay !

Anyway.. I'm puffed up with 4 big assignments for this tutorial week :
1) Research Methodology (CHL)
2) 100 Fashion Details slides (which I had last 1 month to finish it but I didnt ;) )
3) Vic Lim's presentation board.. gosh ! I did it like 4-5 times ald, ARENT YOU SATISFIED !!!?
4) Fashion Illustration (65 fashion details drawings) .. another OMG :(

yeah so that's it, the good news is I've already done the worst part ! -> 100 slides (in 3 sleepless in spore nights), u should congratulate me for this one ! :)

Another thing is my aunt n little cousin is comin this weekend.. So I might still have a companions for few days.. n he's also comin for next weekend.. can u imagine that ? *******

uhuy..

I miss my buddies back at Medan.. I cant stop being an jealous bitch to u guys.. hahaha

and also my dearest big sista.. make sure u have a good life at Newcastle, UK.. dont catch a cold ! Happy beatle-ing there :p

I'll try to update weekly )
hugs n kisses everyone *

a

2009-07-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

I miss mommy n daddy..
I miss u sis..

I miss my home, please dont sell it away..

everyday's just.. Perfect !

2009-07-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

hello there,
I've been thinking lately, I couldn't start all the saving money stuffs before my holiday ends.. Since u know, holiday's like u're stuck in home everyday.. poking ur nose or even itching ur hand for porn.. THAT'S WHY, I couldn't help myself from scratching my butt to go outside, flashing your eyes.. sightseeing the skyscrapes, entering a war inside the MRT and window-shopping aka. SHOPPING !!!

yeah I can't help myself ! hahaha
so here's some shots from me :)

I made love in the Subway *

cooked Indomie for a reason - STARVATION !

everybody U-N-O, everybody Play

Chinatown- where they used to bohong kulit putih

Yummy !

Yustin n me :)

Holla Night everybody !
my school starts by TOMMOROW !
YIKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !

GIGGLES *

2009-07-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

I watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince yesterday !
rating : 4 / 5

The film shakes my nerves .. Emma Watson was really gorgeous ! I almost cried during the scene Snape killed Dumbledore.. hee hee.. WHAT HAPPENED TO RON'S FACE ?

Tried few macarons from Takashimaya food zone last wed ! loveeeeed it !

xoxo : Singapore

2009-07-17T07:16:00.001-07:00

Hi,
I'm starting a new chapter here. (like my dad said so :p)
Moved to Singapore for taking my major in fashion design.
hahhaha.. so yeah everything is kinda awkward in the beginning, adjusting to new lifestyle n surroundings.. I'm currently staying in my school's hostel. It's a 10th floored apartment.. Sharing a room with another 3 girls, the apartment condition is quite good: washing service, 24 hours air-con and wireless.. (which is sucks)

The only problem is the kitchen, 2 lizards are dwelling inside.. There was even once I screamed when there's a lizard ran out towards my feet when I'm refilling my water bottle.. crap ! and guess what, there's no STOVE !

My activities here before the school starts on 21st.. Maybe are just lurking to shopping malls.. and there'll be shopping temptations everywhere.. I bought 2 gorgeous tops from Forever 21 anyway :D (one of it was a gift from my kind auntie !)

Anyway I still gotta learn a lotta things here, managing money, organizing my stuffs n ecetra..

So I'll be updating stuffs here ! Wish me luck here n of course to you too !
Good night !